One of my fears is losing someone I love. I serious think at least daily "What if that was the last time I talked to Ben? or cuddled with him?" It not healthy. God and I have really been working on it...

I think these two blogs were sent my way to know that there is life after a lost. It could be hard but I could make it through it...

http://audreycaroline.blogspot.com/

http://www.mattlogelin.com/

They both have amazing stories. Heartbreaking. I am learning not to take anything for granted... to tell him I love him, to call and make sure she had a good day, to be a shoulder to cry on, to take in every second I get to spend with the people around me - because it could be the last...